... Scream into a pillow. And please don't mind me when I go hide in a corner and cry my eyes out afterward while I have my little self pity party.
I promise it won't be for too long. And then I'll figure out what I'll do next.
Because right now, I'm not quite sure what I should be doing or how I should be feeling. All I know is that I'm scared and angry.
Ok, I go scream now...